Well

Reading Cal's post about him closing down his blog and the death of one of my favorite race car drivers and stuff in real life has pretty well depressed this morning.
Don't know why i blog and i'm thinking again of just shutting down and going away, i am easily depressed about things, have been my whole life.
The joy i get out of blogging these days is the Halloween posts i'm doing over at the Macabre Drive-In Theater.

I know why

i don't blog much because it seems every time i want to blog it becomes this incredible challenge to get Blogger to let me let upload a picture, let alone two, videos post out of size all the time now and cover the page and etc etc.
I know my readership is small and i've never really kept to any kind of theme or regular posting schedule, so i really don't try to blog much anymore.
The internet opens the world to you but i just feel more isolated now than ever before.
and now it seems Blogger won't let me blog this.

thinking

must do a re-think about this blog.

I'm trying to post

I keep getting ideas for posts which don't involve any visual uploads on my part but i never post them, i've been fighting a cold and i'm depressed.
And tonight reading something on Live Journal by someone close to me kind of took the wind from my sails, so to speak.
It's too complicated for me to talk about and i'd just look like a whiner, so i'll roll along and let things go as they will.
Still upset i can't do a good "Countdown To Halloween" over at the Macabre Drive-In Theater blog with the inability to post the Halloween stuff i collected but i'm dumping them onto the Macabre tumbler.
I think i've gone off track, just lonely tonight and made so more by that LJ post.

Thanks

A big thanks to all who read and liked my Top TV show post and a warm welcome to my new followers!
I know i could have added 10,20 maybe 30 more shows to the list, a lifetime spent watching tv and i don't regret a minute of it. :)

You know

I should really start posting more.

Blogger's Block

Can't think of anything to post about since i've gotten back.

I think it's the weather, too hot and humid.

Good Question

I ask myself this everyday.