Wednesday, November 2, 2011

Sometimes,

when you have no control over your life and you kid yourself that you do, reality slaps you in the face and makes you cry "uncle!".
I miss her so much it's killing me. I'm glad she's happy.
I cannot get over this depression which has been biting my ass for at least 6 or more months and add the couple of years being lonely without her and the almost 4 years grief of the death of a family member.
I have no idea what it's like to be "normal" or happy.

4 comments:

  1. Drake,
    I have a lot of issues with depression too. It's something thats overpowering. I suggest if you can to seek some therapy and possibly take some medication. I was in therapy for many years and I still take medication, I have been since I was 18 (I'm 24 now). In the meantime here is something to make you smile/feel kindred with. This comic I think describes what it's like to go through clinical depression in a touching manner. A 10 minute read. I hope it makes you smile.
    http://feedproxy.google.com/~r/Hyperbole-and-a-half/~3/nBKcop4vSW0/adventures-in-depression.html

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  2. Daskea, i did smile. Thanks :)

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