I'm trying to post

I keep getting ideas for posts which don't involve any visual uploads on my part but i never post them, i've been fighting a cold and i'm depressed.
And tonight reading something on Live Journal by someone close to me kind of took the wind from my sails, so to speak.
It's too complicated for me to talk about and i'd just look like a whiner, so i'll roll along and let things go as they will.
Still upset i can't do a good "Countdown To Halloween" over at the Macabre Drive-In Theater blog with the inability to post the Halloween stuff i collected but i'm dumping them onto the Macabre tumbler.
I think i've gone off track, just lonely tonight and made so more by that LJ post.